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kyun saddi gallan di,
tune kadar na jani,
jani na tune still i call you,
mah sapno di rani,
ohh rani,
just cum back to me baby meri ekko marjani,
sadda haal tenu dasega ankhiyon da pani,
pani wich rul jani teri meri ae kahani,
jadon gamon wich baitha tera ranjha meri rani,
baby, i miss you every moment,
every fucking sec of life,
i just wanna jump,
on a rail track,
or just take in a knife...
jadon vekha mai every other couple on mah way to work,
i just can't stop thinking bout those moments,
how i end up like jerk..?
just wanna,
take back this time thing to the moment we were having coffee,
 you were telling me about your mother and your loving daddy,
i was falling in your eyes,
ankhaanch i felt a height,
didn't i told that i wanna be with you forever,
i don't wanna let you go no never and no ever,
Still you..
you just did same thing that every other bitch does in this town,
every other lover just die at rise and wake up at dawn
jagan jo rataan nu to kucchi na jagrate honde
seene vich gum de role pande o buss har dum marde
tere har chehre k the dekhe maine rang hazaron,
sau rab di now i am scared,
i live black and white colors yaaron..

I WISHI wish it could be in our hand to fall in for the right one.

its said that we can,but in real life we really can’t,

its said we make our destiny on our own,but in reality your destiny depends on the people you meet through the path of your life.reality is bitter,rough,sometime unaccepteble .

we can’t choose the people we meet, we meet the good one,the bad one,the ugly one and many other faces,those whose colors are really uncertain over different time.

on the first interaction, you have to treat everyone equally,that’s the rule of life.but the sad thing is few of them take disadvantage of that nice behaviour,but that doesn’t mean we act rude to everyone ,

does it?

well that’s change in your behaviour that happens after the one you trusts with all you got,leaves you on the edge of life..

“It would have been much better if you gets to know the “real in them” on the first day,the next or the day after,

but when it happens after a long time,

it results badly on your life”

neither you can hate that person you falled in for once, you may act it on outer surface but inside, they hold a warm somewhere, and that will always be there,

its not right,

it should’nt be ,

after all that happened..

but the truth,

truth is it….

““They disappear from outside but inside they live a life long as your’s..!!! “”

The Rise

life goes on usually,
you wake up every day
go to work
back to home
hangout with friends sometimes
life is just fine
no rivalry no issues with "the way things are" 
then you meet someone
some stranger..
some unknown person...
a face that doesn't resemble to any faces you've seen ever in your life.
a thinking that just fits into yours
texts,calls, suddenly your cell become more important then your dinner
first time your out there with some one you've just met
first time your comfortable with a stranger
you desire to meet that person over and over
you want,
to be with some one.
its spring time
and you love your life
your eyes dream a perfect future
you feel complete

"YOU HAVE REACHED THE PEAK"

The  Fall,

life take miserable turns that leads to nowhere.
its like,
something push you
and you can't stop yourself from falling.
the reasons to live
starts getting out of your reach
you extend your hand still you get nothing but the burned ashes of past
you go to see the garden of roses
you see the dry leaf's on the ground
you start seeing beauty in death cause it doesn't change..
you start expecting from a rock
cause rock doesn't change its nature,
will it?
you doubt it....
you doubt everything for their uncertainty of changing over time
you don't trust anyone, not even yourself , and why should you?
you failed to judge a people,
that makes you not eligible to trust anyone.
you feel betrayed
you feel empty
you feel numb....

to
father,

I wish I could write it to my father
cause I know it I can’t tell him on the face
whenever he asks me the reason for my pain
whenever he asks, the silence remained
the silence remained like in a graveyard
I don’t have any answer
just try to comfort him
with a fake nod

a nod that shows nothing is wrong
 I am fine I am well
I can sing a happy song

I wish I could write it
everything  I’ve went through
the reasons for my miserable life
or at least a clue

I wish I could write
about the one trusted soul
who tamed me betrayed me
who gave me black  hole

I wish I could write
I need him the most
I need his hand on my head
I need him
at any cost……

A pebble in the ocean

the first page,
one of millions of blogs  from one of millions of bloggers...

how does one describe himself?
i don't know
this is me?
that's how i am?
i am just a traveler visiting different stages  of my life..
i don't know why other's feel i have a bad attitude? just because i don't talk much does it mean i am egoistic ?