Thursday 22 November 2012

Bang Bang



I wasn’t really willing to go to this foundation day but because of my friend’s constant begging and for the sake of our last year, I was going this time. It’s basically an annual function in which we gather and cherish our whole year’s accomplishments.

 In day i came to know that my name was top in the list for the volunteers, gosh I wanted to kill that one who put it in there, being a volunteer means I had to control the crowd, which means I won’t enjoy the function. I ran into our sir and told him to remove my name from the list but someone had already signed after my name, I screamed English abusive in Russian accent, Sonovabitch.
Helplessly I went home and decided to have a mid day nap. I got habitual to sleep at noon since I have to attend gym at evening every other day. When I woke up, I dressed myself into a funky party shirt with a coterie’s trouser. I wore a nice perfume and spiked my hair up. Paa send a driver to take me to the function since it gets a bit dicey when you are riding a bike on a highway in mid night and a possibility of getting tipsy over alcohol might enhance the risk of it.
So there I was into the party. I spread my arms and announced my presence as I was the host for the night and the college was my guest. I shook hands with my class fellows and started grooving over the music, everyone joined me as well.
On the stage, there was plenty of shows like dance performances, modeling, anchoring, singing  and what else were going on but truly I didn’t give a damn about those since I was too busy in enjoying myself. I find it better to celebrate ourselves then to clap for others.
While I was enjoying with rest of my class, Manoj, a friend of mine, came to me and told me that I was about to be attacked tonight by some drunk guys. I tapped his shoulder thinking that he’s just joking and told him, “I am a chocolate guy dude, who’ll have problem with me? I don’t have any enemy in this college or anywhere else, just chill and enjoy the night…” and continued stepping up.
While dancing, an old figure from my class, shook hands with me and told me to come along with him in a corner asked me that he wanted to talk about something, I sensed something fishy when he was smelling like whiskey still went with him, that was my mistake. He asked me as if I am enjoying the night, I politely told him I am loving the night. he asked me plenty of questions like are you having fun, how are your friends etc to which I gave all the answers. His questions started getting personal when he touched the untouchable questions which ignited my temper.
Boy:“Who is your friend?”
(Why would anyone ask me this question?)
Me: everyone is.
Boy: and what about your girl friend?
(I’ve been fed up by telling every guy that I am single or committed, it’s none of your concern so I too started playing along)
Me: She’s good.
Boy: so how many girl friends do you have?
(That question took my temper to height and I said loud enough)
Me: you tilt your head in a 360 degree, how many girls do you see? Every fucking girl you see from your eyes is my girlfriend.
Boy: every girl?
Me: yes, every girl.
Boy: every girl?
Me: yes, every girl.
The same conversation went for 10 times after which he pushed me. That did it. he did what no one dared to do in past 3 years of my college. I pushed him back hard enough so that he fell down. 2 guys came between us to stop our combat but that was just started, a guy held me tight enough in his arms and told me that boy is drunk and I shouldn’t get into this I glared at him that “if you’re drunk that doesn’t give you right to speak rubbish and fight everyone”
The night was about to get red on this foundation day. The guy who was holding me told me that, “I know you are brave but this is stupidity, you are alone in this field and be practical, you can’t handle even two guys properly, you’ll die if you get into this fight”.
I saw around me and I realized that really no one was there to fight for me. Everyone came to me and told me the same thing to walk away and leave the ground. I thank lord for that day because I could see through everyone at that few moments, everyone was frightened to take my side, every guy who called me his brother, every guy who took my help when he was in need every one just said same thing. “Leave this place before they kill you”
 Within few minutes I saw the same boy running toward me with two other drunkards’ dogs of him. About 3 to 6 guys came to stop them but they weren’t about to stop. Neither I had any plans to run out of field, I wasn’t stupid, I wasn’t coward, I wasn’t calculating that I don’t have anyone on my side and they are 3 guys. I fought them.
The fighting went for hardly 15 seconds till other classmates’ separated us, I got plenty of cuts on my knuckles but my white shirt was still bright enough, that was a sigh of relief for me, as I have bought it only a few days ago.
Teachers came after 10 minutes of the situation, and dragged all of us out of the ground.
Before anyone could start I told our teachers. “First of all they are drunk and you allowed them in the function that’s you’re mistake, second, they started it and I don’t take crap from anyone for no reasons, you sort it out or ill file a complaint tomorrow at the nearby station”
 The teacher’s took my side and told the other guys to leave this matter and I came back to join the party.
That day I broke my old image in campus.



I have never thought that i will fight someone in my life,
i thought, if i am nice to everyone,
everyone will be nice to me as well,
though it is just another phase of life
i shall never forget it.. 





Saturday 17 November 2012

By heart


My version of jab tak hai jaan that I couldn’t resist to write…




Teri todi kasme wado se,
Teri har din palti yadon se,
Juda rahunga, 
jab tak hai jaan jab tak hai jaan …


Tera har din badalta libas,
Teri khushbo, tera ehsaas,
Bhule na bhula sakunga,
 jab tak hai jaan jab tak hai jaan …


Teri di hui ye khamosh udasi,
Ye aawara bhatakti ruh ki becheni,
Laga k rakhunga dil se,
jab tak hai jaan jab tak hai jaan…

Tere ankahe kisse,Wo aatish barsati baatein,
 Saanso se teri thi kati jo raatein,
Likhta chala jaunga,
jab tak hai jaan jab tak hai jaan….

Teri aankho ki dilkash manmani,
Tere hontho  ki gulabi muskaan,
Mehfooz rahegi is dhadkan me, 
jab tak hai jaan

 jab tak hai jaan..

Kadmo se tere dil ka tham jana,
Wo chune se tere kuch yun pighal jana,
Kabhi pathar kabhi makhmal,
 tera mizaaz tera andaaz,
qayamat tak ibadat mein rakhunga salamat,
jab tak hai jaan,
jab tak hai jaan…

nafrat karunga is betuke armaan se,
                               dikhte har din ek khwab se,
                               laazmi har doorie har aitraaz  se,
                               tujhse milne ke us ittefaq se,
                           
        jab tak hai jaan
            jab tak hai jaan….




I just feel “lifeless” sometimes…
Moreover an emotional fool who is leading escapism from reality by a mild hope of reaching the impossible……. 



Tuesday 6 November 2012

Trip@heaven




What I am living with,
the memories of that week,
are no less than heaven…
Scrabbling my days on the peak of India with some tissue papers and a pen. I thought I would leave writing for 6 days till I stay in this tour, but I couldn’t help myself and started writing every night.
I didn’t have any diary so I just carved few letters on some paper tissues and the rest on blank pages of the novels I took with my journey.

Day-1
Time travels way too fast, seems like it was a day before when I was devastated by my results and was resolved to commit all the mistakes no one should. I wasn’t even certain to deposit fee for this trip.
But I don’t know what hit me when I saw a bunch of people depositing their part of funds. I went straight to the nearest ATM and took out 5600 bucks that I deposited to the designated teachers.
I thought it’s the only way to flush out the worm eating me inside.

I woke up on the chosen day with no sign of the reservations or the decided point of gathering, with closed eyes I started swiping my hand over bed for cell, I called up a tour mate for the required information and came to know that the reservations were made for the 8 pm train.
I gazed into the wall clock and it was already 2 pm, which made exact 6 hours left for the departure.

So now I have to wrap up everything by my rules of stuffing, 6 days 6 t-shirts, a pair of jeans, 4 days in Manali that adds 2 pullovers and a thick jacket, few critical utilities and I am done.
  As a typical mother, my mum gave me a long speech to add plenty of others thing that I clearly neglected, the moment I peeked into her eyes she gave me a expression like I was on my way to WW3,
Somehow I managed to convince her that I was going only for a week.
The rest time for my disappearance went in few levels of angry birds and a couple of episodes of “my wife and kids“.
Finally I was about to leave my home, I waved my family a good bye and they wished me a happy journey including my sister over a cell phone conversation.
a cousin of mine dropped me at the railway where  I called up to reach everyone else.
They arrived in a couple of moments we were standing at the platform number 1 for our train.

While everyone was busy in their conversation I sneaked out for a novel that was going to help me passing the journey.
At last the train arrived after 10 minutes and we took our reserved seats. But the seats were booked in order of our names and that made me last in the queue and obviously in last box, I screamed in my head “fuck, why does it have to be me always?”
I switched seats with the boy seating next to my classmate and came over in that box, just like me everyone else came into their own gangs of classes.
We spend some time by clicking pictures, eating snacks, chatting and bitching.
  Cash said “Yeshu, you have to change your silent shy attitude and start gelling up with us dude”
“I’ll try but can’t promise” I replied with a smile. “It doesn’t hurt?” said another girl pointing at my piercings. “A little physical pain doesn’t hurts me as much as emotional one does, physical pain just numbs the emotional one for some time” I replied in my head.
“yup, it did that time for about 3 to 4 days but not now, until someone hit me in the eye”
 everyone laughed.
After some time one of the teachers came and warned the boys to leave the bogie within half an hour since it was time to sleep. I don’t know why do they kept coming after us over and over, might because of our numbers of peoples in our group, 3 boys and 3 girls can be a little piece of suspicion for teachers.

We left after the final warning that came on 12 am and left for our seats.

I was quite hungry that time but didn’t said anything since the rest of boys didn’t seemed to have any urges for food, I did made a fool out of myself because I hoped for a dinner arranged by our teachers and thinking that I clearly denied for any packed snacks by mum, I wish I would have eaten something at home before coming but that was too late by then, finally when the pantry guy came to take orders for food everyone screamed for their list of orders, I realized that I wasn’t the only one hungry that time.

We ordered a dinner for 7 that had 6 juniors including me. Gauri, my classmate wasn’t hungry so he just slept on his birth seat.
The disposable plate was quite compact for a dinner, had 4 chapattis rolled in an aluminum foil, 3 dishes, some salad, a little rice and pickle. It wasn’t enough though but was sufficient for an empty stomach. it was billed for about 840 bucks, damn it was really costly for what it had, I would have arranged a king sized dinner for me and 4 more with an flooding amount of food. It might be ordinary for a working class but we are students dam it. We must get some concession at least.

My legs were already paining by the heavy legs workout I did last day so I felled asleep easily that night.

Day-2


Damn it was shivering cold in Punjab, I spend last night with a towel I took for the journey. It was hilarious though still protected me from the cold. I came to know about another use of towel that night.
We woke up around 5 in morning and dropped at Chandigarh railway station and jumped into our city bus which took us straight to our hotel “silky resorts”. The way to hotel was awesome. I could breathe the life, the smell of moist soil, the smell of greenery in the air of Punjab. It just took my spirits to new heights.
As we reached our hotel, we separated ourselves in an isolated group of our own class. The girls got their own room and the rest 3 of us boys waited for our room.103 that was us.
Room was simply awesome. It had everything one need, beautiful balcony with plenty of plants,
luxurious bed and most of all a huge LCD, all a men’s heart desire.

I just wanted to sleep down on that bed forever but sadly we had to get ready within few hours for our industrial visit. A teacher dropped into our room for a quick announcement that we must get ready in formals for that visit. Now I had a situation, I didn’t bought any formals not even a shirt neither I got any information about it before so I borrowed a casual shirt from Gauri (he’s a guy but why did I gave him a feminine name I’ll come on it later or you might figure that out yourself). That shirt was little tight for me though since a few months of work out gave me quite broad shoulders but that was the only shirt I liked so I had to manage somehow.

We took our breakfast within 15 minutes and were on our way to the rock garden. i have been there before but still the glory of rock garden remains on the top. No one would have imagined how some pieces of trash can create a beautiful sight for eyes. We invented plenty of postures for a perfect memory. Enormous numbers of pictures were taken there with hilarious excitement.

 After some time I was really tired and wanted to go back into our hotels badly, sun was killing me. Looking at others I thought how the hell they can tolerate sun that effortlessly.
Finally we were back into our hotel and I was enjoying my lunch with the rest.  The left day went in a company visit named Beta soft. Ltd. Damn boring, don’t ask why. It was so ridiculously waste of time as we have been attending those lectures from the day our milk tooth fell.
I was exhausted and rushed back into our bus as soon as the session finished.
We were back to hotel and my mood swings back to normal as a happening disc was waiting to be thrilled by our steps.
 To reveal the inside, dance is a pretty appropriate way. I just forget what’s going around me, as if I am high on something, the world become’s limited to a square in which world is partying without any significance of foreign problems.
A stress busting party was over and we took our dinner. While returning back to our rooms we clicked few group snaps at the stairs. I changed into a comfortable sleeveless cotton t-shirt and a lower. I was a bit or more hesitated to share a bed with 2 guys since from the childhood I have became habitual to sleep alone in my bedroom, I tried but couldn’t sleep, walked for few minutes in the balcony garden, skipped in between few tv channels, somehow drowsiness took its initiatives on my eyes, and I fell asleep.

Day 3
Yeshu, wake up man, we are scheduled to leave for another company in half an hour
I forced my eyelids to open and welcome the morning, but the night in my eyes was opposing them. Somehow I managed to wake up, yes, the biggest task for me is to wake up and the rest is just learned daily schedule.
Took bath in 10 minutes, wore the same old borrowed shirt from Gauri and blue denims, put on a nice park avenue deodorant  And ready to leave for breakfast.




After our breakfast we left for armatrex, it’s a textile factory that manufactures cloths. It also had its own factory outlet which had other brands too, not only cloths but other utilities as well, shoes, crockery, sports items and a grocery.

We liked this visit more than the last one since it was quite practical and exciting as well and the girls love shopping so they were satisfied as well.
 While girls and Gauri were busy in shopping, i and Max (another friend, I called him PRA, means brother in punjabi) sneaked our way out to the food section where we purchased our quota of snacks for the rest of our journey and 4 cans of diet coke since it was 5 bucks cheaper then outside and we were dry too.
 We returned to our hotel to have our lunch. We changed into something casual since after lunch we were about to leave for the famous sukhna lake. I wore a sporty white t-shirt and the same old blue denims. I can easily put on old jeans for a whole week as far as it’s not covered in dirt though the upper part matters to me, I can’t wear same t-shirt for another day it’s like a bathless day for me.

We packed our luggage since we were scheduled to leave for Manali right after visiting lake.
After loading our bags in bus, we left for the lake.
As we made our way to the lake and went straight to the ticket counter, we rented two boats for us, in the first boat Gauri, Max, rashi and Cash sat while in second one me, Tani and sana sat.
it was a mechanical boat in which we have to pedal to make it run and move the liver to give it directions, quite stone age thing but we were enjoying it a lot.
Girls were swapping their places to pedal while I was fixed on my place. The key for a long run is to pedal as slow as you can. Obviously the girls went crazy in clicking pictures and why won’t they? The sight was breathtaking for all of us desert peoples.
As girls were clicking pictures I was humming an old hindi song with waving my left hand in water.


paniyon me chal rahi hai,
kashtiyan bhi jal rahi hai,
hum kinare par nahi hai ho oo.
zindagi ki mehrbani,
hai mohabbat ki kahani,
aasuo me pal rahi hai ho….
(The life is struggling its way in an ocean,
boats are burning with fire and compassion,
we aren’t on the beach,
a story of love  is a grace of life,
that story is building in tears….
)

While I was lost in my song I didn’t noticed the girls were staring at me, they weren’t clicking pictures anymore and were listening my song. As I saw them looking at me, an instant shyness covered my face and I started looking in scattered directions.

We were in middle of the lake. No one was paddling the boat any more but the waves. Silence became our tongue.  A group of beautiful ducks was at the end of lake. We were enjoying our time in lake,
 cozy couples were busy in making love in their swan boats, I could sense the blush on my girls faces easily. The passion tenderness and warmness was dissolved in the air of lake.

After sometime we noticed that we had to be back into our buses by that time. We clicked few group photos and paddled back to the bank of lake.

  We sat on our last seats as usual, thinking about it now. I realize that we were back benchers in school so as in college so as in whole journey of our tour. Some things just never change.
The initiating roads to HP were delightful, breeze was full of life and the sights we saw on the way were full of greenery and water. The weather was like it’d rain anytime and I was desperately waiting to get drenched.
As we covered more distance, everyone got busier in their own spaces, Cash was with Gauri second last right corner seats, rashi with Max were sitting just behind them on the last right corner seats, and I was sitting alone on the left most corner of the bus, a smile was engraved on my face and a spirit of journey was shinning in my eyes. I was breathing the life. While I was having a spiritual experience,  Tani said “would you like sitting next to me?” I noticed that she was sitting alone on the seats ahead of mine. I thought for a moment “if I sat next to her I’ll lose my window seat (okay, I am a bit immature)” but I agreed since she had a depressed look on her face that I didn’t liked a lot.

After an hour or two our conversations went to heights. The cold weather gave birth to hot topics.
Anyway our bus stopped n mid of nowhere at a dhaba for snacks since it was still a long journey ahead of us.  We dropped down to buy some snacks, rest of the group had tea except me, I don’t have tea or coffee until my neck is chocked or its freezing winter, though I love the cold versions of tea and coffee but that wasn’t on menu that time. in no time we jumped back on our seats because it was jaw dropping cold and I was still in my t-shirt.

As we made into the hills the temperature dropped by few more degrees. But the good thing was that the bus driver was a big fan of honey singh and he had his entire songs collection, we were enjoying our way with high heels and brown rang. Soon the juniors opened a bottle of whiskey hiding it from teachers, I don’t know from where they got this daring attitude but it was a treat for all of boys on the bus. Cold was a big excuse that they made so the girls agreed and permitted them to have a peg. The glass kept on passing from front to back seats but I clearly denied their offer since I was sitting next to a girl whom I’ve known not for long time.
While all of us were enjoying and moving on Punjabi songs, a junior got drunk. That was a bit funny though since he had just two pegs and he was swinging like Johnny walker. Somehow other juniors made him calm and the joyous ride continued.

We entered into the border of himachal pradesh and up to that time everyone was asleep. I noticed the girl sitting next to me was so sleepy that she kept on hitting the window glass with her head. With a Feeling to be a responsible friend I slowly tilted her head away from the glass and then I had to spend the rest of journey with a burdened shoulder on which she was sleeping without any significance of me.
“Fine, at least she is safe on this side” I mumbled and tried to sleep.
It was around 11:30 when we were woken up by our teachers for dinner. I rubbed my hand on my eyes and came out of the bus yawning,
as we all gathered on the dinner table, everyone wished Max for his birthday and sang the birthday song for him later we continued with our dinner. Food wasn’t that pleasing, the non bread was rough and hard. So was the tasteless dal. Somehow I finished whatever I took with wrong expectations and went back to my seat.
When the girls came back in bus, a female faculty ordered them to sleep on the front seats with a suspicious look on her face, the boys including me giggled and laughed a lot on this act of her.

I was feeling much relieved by that time since I was enjoying the whole seats by myself including the window.
I continued to sleep but the cold didn’t allow me to. Looking at my poor condition Max passed me a shawl. I really owe him big time for that night. It really saved my ass that moment. 
The shawl helped me to deal with cold up to a limit but didn’t help me with my nap.  I was awake and I was helpless, I couldn’t sleep on that seat, it was really uncomfortable for me but others were sleeping quite generously. I fought with night by trying different positions, legs above seats, legs hanging down from seats, hands below and above head. Finally I gave up and passed the rest of time by watching the beautiful world behind the window’s glass.


We entered Manali around 5 in morning. The driver started music system that worked as the alarm for everyone. hotel sandhya Manali,

it was a 4 star hotel and that we could see from its architecture. We pulled out the luggage from bus and got into our room as soon as possible. This room was much better than last one. it had a bigger lcd, much bigger space, a luxurious washroom and the best view from the balcony. But all we wanted to do at that moment was sleep. I bumped into that bed and fell asleep. This time sharing bed with two guys wasn’t a big deal for me since drowsiness had blocked the rest of my senses.

  
DAY-4

well, the day four had already begun when we entered Manali but it begins for us when we woke up after a long journey. I was the last to leave bed. Gauri and Max were already ready and enjoying coffee by the room services. Somehow I got under shower. The water was warm, just as needed. Call it super natural effect or anything else but the water was healing my stress and as I came out of it I felt much fresh and enthusiastic.
Put on a jeans and a t-shirt followed by a pullover, moisturizer was most useful this time since the cold could give you cracks and dry skin. Did a little hair and I was ready to leave for breakfast.
we went outside the girls room to get accompanied by them to the dining room, as the rituals says girls came after 15 minutes of waiting and we went to the dining room.

The breakfast was just delicious and the fruit punch was icing on cake. We left for a little sight visit and as we came out of hotel it was a bright sunny day. Some localities told us it had rained last day and this might cause snow fall at Rohtang, this news turned our spirit a little down since we were too much excited to see snow at Rohtang and snowfall means the roads will be blocked.


Without thinking much about that news we continued to see more of Manali. We clicked a lot of pictures sitting on rocks lying down on grass and god knows what else.
The teachers informed us that we have to group up for visiting the mall road. It was the only market in whole Manali.
 Our teachers went ahead and we followed them in a queue like some school kids, as we reached we disclosed that it was nothing but just a market, there was nothing special about it, everything was just ordinary. We could have enjoyed much in the rain forest besides it but what can we do it’s our teacher’s who take the decisions.
The girls went busy in window shopping. And at that moment I and Max were feeling a little detached from them so we decided to leave them on their own and step ahead to the rest of market.
We offered Gauri that he should come along with us but Gauri is GAURI….
anyway we started exploring more of mall road and kept on walking. 
After sometime we realized it was quite late and we should catch up with teachers, we called up girls but they were still busy in shopping.
After half an hour they finally showed up and surprisingly they haven’t shopped as much as they took the time. Girls will be girls. We can’t blame them for what they are.
But we were pretty much behind then the rest of troop. Cash called up our teachers and they told her which way to follow for our next destination, the “hidimba devi temple”
the roads passed in clicking pictures, and chit chats. Distances don’t matters when you’re with your loved ones. We reached temple or I say the stairs of temple where our teachers were waiting for us, not waiting but actually resting on the stairs.
We started stepping up for the temple and in the mid way we found some peoples who were renting their yaks to tourists for clicking pictures.
30 bucks for a picture on yak?” that was pretty costly but it doesn’t matter when that picture become one of the greatest memories.
Well the yak was not the only animal that was a tourist attraction, there were mountain rabbits too. Their fur was 10 times bigger so was their size then the ordinary rabbits. We did clicked few snaps with the rabbits too.
Girls didn’t stop at animals. They rented the local mallu dresses and clicked snaps wearing them.
After a 30 minute of snap session, we went into the temple area. girls and Gauri went inside the temple while I and Max decided to stay outside it. He doesn’t believe in god and I believe in one god. For me it doesn’t matter which temple is it, god doesn’t come in poly form. You can just take his name whenever you feel the need. If you know god is everywhere then why do you search him inside temple?

After our temple visit, we were on our way back to hotel. While walking back, Max and I stopped at a painting shop, he wanted to get some show pieces for his friends. It was a wood plank cut in a leaf shape, on which the painter paints scenery and write whatever you wish.
It didn’t take a lot time since he was a pro in painting. We hired auto back to the hotel, while girls were still in market busy in shopping.
We dropped in mid way to hotel because we had something better in our mind. Our teachers had denied us to go to river when we asked them for it.
Girls and rest of group was still in market so we thought to utilize this time in doing something exciting.
We went on the bank of the river where we sat for some time. It was killing wing blowing on our ears. I could literally hear the sound of cold wind and the thundering water of river,
we clicked few snaps but didn’t dared to put legs in the water since it was freezing cold  and flowing at heights of speed.
As the dawn started to begin we stepped back to our hotel. Another party night was waiting for us.

The girls came back to hotel in an hour, that’s part of the routine I wasn’t wondered with it. But Gauri who was with girls, had the only keys to our room still he didn’t cared to rush back to hotel even after knowing that we are waiting to change for the night, which really freaked me out.
After which we started to put on some happening cloths for the night. I wore the latest t-shirt that I bought from palika market when I was in delhi. My favorite bullet jeans (it’s a year old still I love it) and the jacket I bought in last year winter. Gauri asked me for a t-shirt that he liked a lot. by heart, I wasn’t really willing to give up that piece, I recently bought it from spunk, but I did wore his shirt for two days so that was like a debt on me, that’s why I had to loan it to him.
We went into the club but the party was hardly any fun in there, might be 4 or 5 guys only, but we came with the dancing shoe and we did used them. We pumped up the party to heights, crazy moves, peppy moves, killing and graceful moves. We ruled the floor.
The party followed with the cake cutting ceremony for Max, it was his 20 plus something birthday.
 We mashed the cake on his face but no one dared to give him any birthday bums cause of his gigantic size.
Party done so was the birthday, now it was time to have the dinner. Due to those sweating hours, I was madly starving, I don’t know how much I ate that night but for the record, it was twice as I ate normally.

Day 5

Day started with an aching leg and shoulder that was a clear sign of a happening last night. The toughest task was to come out of bed, rest was easy. Max was preparing coffee for himself & Gauri had just came out of washroom.
It was my turn to get ready. I went inside the washroom and surprisingly there wasn’t any hot water on the tap. It was too late to call the room service so I just pushed my head into a tub of cold water and pulled it back instantly in a friction of second. Yes it was damn cold but I realized it sucked out my laziness instantly. I did it again and again till my body adapted the temperature. I took bath somehow and came out of washroom. Wore a t-shirt followed by a pullover a half sweater and jacket, the last night’s bullet jeans that was lying on a chair beside window and the same old shades I wore whole week.

We locked the room and went outside the girls’ room. We waited for a while and when they came out we went for the first meal of the day. We had a great chat about the last night’s dance, the embarrassing plus crazy steps and laughed a lot.
  We chose a big car for us and went into it. This car was about to take up to Rohtang, an icing place few hundred meters above Manali. I was waiting for this day from the last 4 days of trip since I had never seen ice in my whole life.
The car had 8 of us. 3 girls on the back seats and 3 boys including me on middle seats. The front seats were taken by a junior and the captain of our ship.
On the way the driver stopped the car where we rented few warm clothes for the chilly we were about to face. It was just like a suit that my father used to wear in his air force days but with a stuffing of cotton. I wasn’t willing to take any of them since from childhood, I had this clear image of actors dancing and singing in ice wearing the hottest clothes, be it the soldier soldier meethi batte bol kar or kyu chalti hai pavan… na tum jano na hum. But when I look at my friends now in these cloths I can’t imagine anything but a bunch of terrorists training for the next attack on Kashmir. After a long mind battle with myself I took those clothes to protect my own clothes from wetting.

The journeys to Rohtang begin once again. Roads were really terrifying but they passed with an ease because we all were enjoying a new session of antakshri.
After sometime we stopped at a local station as the road to Rohtang was blocked up to 2pm and we had to wait until the barriers were cleared again.
While roaming in market a guy offered me paragliding for 800 bucks per person. I was clearly uninterested in his offer but to kill sometime I started to negotiate with him for a little less amount. After half an hour of negotiating he agreed at 400 bucks per person, “Damn I am getting good at it now.”  I said it to myself.
All of us agreed and jumped into an open jeep and the jeep drove us to a peak point for paragliding. I sat on the open edge of jeep while the rest of them sat inside it, “such a pussy” I mumbled. The roads became spookier but I loved it, I had always preferred the wilder side of nature. There is a intoxicating pleasure in it.

As we reached, Max took the initiative and wore the gliding gear. I was about to go right after him so I too got into it.
A trainer was about to go with us for safety reasons since none of us had any training in paragliding, although I had done it before but it was just one time.
So Max ran for gliding but boom! He slipped his leg and felled down, now I was uncertain that I want to go or not, but it was too late by then, I had to go, I barely ran a meter for the take off and I was in air. It was an easy part. I doubt how Max couldn’t do it? It was due to his overweight or wrong technique?


While in the air, I was waving my hands like crazy and screaming as loud as I can. I was enjoying the silence of hill, the beautiful landscape. I was admiring the best creation of nature.
Landing was way smoother. I just jumped on ground and removed the gliding gear. I wished it was a little longer in air. We always want more, isn’t it?
As I landed two guys showed me my paragliding snaps and cam recording. I loved it but as I heard the price for it, those became useless for me. The snaps and cam recording were worth 300 bucks for each.
  It was way more then I imagined so I had to give up that offer. I was already in debt to Max as I had forgotten my wallet at hotel and I didn’t have a penny with me.
So after I landed, I recorded the gliding session of the rest of the group. We clicked some snaps at our landing station and by then it was time to rush into our car again.
We were on the way to Rohtang once again. Roads got more thrilling and creepier as dirt and wet mud was all over the road, one wrong move and we were in hell. It was too thin way that only one vehicle can barely drive over it and the driver’s stories of car accidents acted fuel in fire.
We reached our destination.  ICE was all I could see and I loved it.
We wore our ice shelter (that’s what I called it) and ate our packed lunch that we bought from hotel. As we didn’t had much time we jumped on horses we hired in mid way of ice peak. Those horses were tied in a row so that they could be handled by a single person, horses were quite old according to the guy who was handling them, mine was 15 year old Max’s was youngest. I don’t remember his age though.
We reached the ice peak within some 10 minutes. It was really quick as we could have taken much more time than horses did.
That place was just above everything, it was just as I have imagined heaven would look like. Although I could hardly breathe in that place but I ignored this thing completely as I was too much enjoying the love of god. 
Within few minutes we were fighting with snow balls. Smashing and hitting each other with snow is ultimate experience until someone throw a snowball at your face. It feels just like a snow bite on your face.
We carved our names on snow and clicked snaps beside it, although we used our hands to carve our names, my crazy mind was visualizing us melting the snow by other ways.
We clicked as many as snaps we could have and later our teachers instructed us to start riding our way back to cars.
The journey was about to end for us. Rohtang, was the final spot. While going back to hotels no one spoke a word but just slept. The roads were partially visible cause of dawn as well as the frost over the windows. On the mid way Gauri asked driver to stop at a corner, he was about to vomit and when the driver stopped, along with Gauri the junior sitting over front seats with driver threw up too. It was quite ironical. Both of them puked together, a snap moment but I was too tired for that. once our journey continued, everyone started talking about throw ups and I didn’t really liked it, talking about throw up makes me feel sick. So I just decided to close my eyes over this topic.
As we reached the hotel, we smashed into our bed ASAP, and after a quick break we went into dining hall. After we finished our dinner, we all ganged up in the boy’s room and decided to play Truth or dare.
No one in that room knew that I was quite a player in that game since I had played it all my school days. And that boosted my spirit to take the game on a wilder edge. Although I can’t reveal all the dares and truth we played as we promised everything we do in that room stays in that room, but I will open few non hurting, light dares.
We spin a bottle of mineral water in the middle of the bed and the first to go was Tani, “dare she said with an attitude. ”go to the swimming pool bare footed”, I dared her. “But that’s too much said another girl. “How can I play with a bunch of kiddos” I said to myself. “Okay just dance in mid of bed. Max, play a track” I said annoyingly and then she danced.
 As the night grew more peoples started to join us in that game.  “Dare” said Cash. “Sing a song like a beggar and ask for some change dared another girl. Everyone was dying with laughs when she sang “allah k naam pe kuch dede baba”.  Bottle spin again and now it was Gauri’s turn.”Propose a guy” dared another girl and he did being a sport.
Me?
I got truths
are you single?” asked a girl.
Ans. Yeah, pretty much.
“How many girlfriends you had until now?” asked another.
Ans. I don’t want my brothers sitting here to get jealous so ill skip this one.
(Every guy threw a pillow on me.)
I got a few dare by guys too.
“Lift Max”
I tried but failed. What could I do, he weight twice as much as me.

Hug a girl in this room
Well that wasn’t a biggie for anyone. even a bro or friend can hug a girl. I don’t know why the guys became cheaper, but I didn’t show any sign of anger at that moment.
I made a move on Cash and suddenly hugged the girl sitting next to her.”
 A friendly hug, just part of the game” I told her instantly and she didn’t mind at all.

Well that’s all I can reveal. All I can say is that the game became way wilder that night.
We ended the game at 2:30 am and the girls went back into their room. The last day of tour ended with a thrill.
 Next day was a nonstop journey from Manali to Chandigarh to delhi to Japiur. In the whole journey, all we did was sleep, sleep and sleep some more. As we were about to reach Japiur I called my father to send a driver to pick me up at Narayan circle. I crashed into my bed the moment I reached home.  4 star, 5 star, no luxury can beat my own house for me.

I laugh whenever I see pictures I took during whole journey. Every snap is a gate way to a story behind it.
I made friends,
 I made moments,
I made few untold relationships,
 I made few bonds forever,
I made peace, satisfaction,
I made love to nature,
I made a week which will remain in my head till I grew grey…..