Sunday

after typing millions of quotations for clients and their projects, Sunday is the only day I’ve open Microsoft word to update my life these days.
Yes, it’s been long since I updated my blog. No excuses, it’s not that I couldn't manage few minutes to write about myself but the only reason was “I became too lazy to think of anything new”

One year deposit in Talwalkers gym has been wasting since I joined my family’s business, Yeah that, I passed out of engineering. I wasn't into joining my family’s venture that soon but I don’t know how one day out of nowhere I dropped at the spot and told my father “Paa, I wanna start working” I really regret that day now. I could have gone on a nirvana trip or a long ride or catch up with all of my lost soul buddies, I could have done all of that but instead I went to office and here I am 21 and working and stuff. Running a venture where employees who works under me are 10 year older than me.(does that sound proportionate in anyway?)
By the way, the work is cool, I get to take over the solution branch of our company, IT solution, security solution, storage solutions, it has all cool stuff to work around, laptops, camera’s, servers, network,  corporate etc  and I do love it. I’ve always been the solution provider whenever it came to my friends and their problems. So one can it was my destiny to became one in the industry as well.
 Sadly there isn’t anyone left in my touch who I may call a friend anymore, there are employees  who gets friendly with me but there isn’t any friend left to accompany my weekend’s late night’s movie or a walk at city mall or just a ride to nowhere.
I don’t know where did it all went wrong, they didn’t left me without giving any sort of hints or I was too dumb to get any. Am I the only one who feels like that or there are others like me?
I feel like I am the only guy left in a field of dead.