ESCAPE
Once you start to ingnore your blank spot,things turn out to be better then dead(atleast in my case)
wake up at 1pm everyday,reasons? Will come onto them later, I guess one will find them out by themselves.usual stuff,this and that, training at 4 for an hour or two, the rest of the day is all your’s.
a walk around the city,trying to escape the reality.etc cafe’s,etc lounge’s,etc spot’s.
anything that’s loud,crowdy,dark is a check on the list.i am trying, to move on, but in real, moving on sucks bad.i am stuck with my past.
you know, actually your past screws into your present and mash up with your future sometimes..
every night you hit back to the home thing around mid of night and a cold shower works best at 1am(a temporary relief from the permament pain).these days life seems really unrealistic.everything you like is always out of your reach,I couldn’t figure out why this happens with me,or it’s a common issue with everyone nowdays.sometimes when you have something in your mind,you can spend hours just thinking about that thing,you don’t need a book or a movie or facebook to kill time.
the one thing you can see is the change in the sky while lying on the tarace edge,how the moon gets lighter the stars disappears slowly and the sky, sky seems to be refined.
aftere an hour or two,the sky seems like some one has fired it up,
the eyes feels heavier,
you did something,
you thought,
the same thing you’ve been thinking from many of the past nights..
you close your eyes
you wake up at 1pm…
Once you start to ingnore your blank spot,things turn out to be better then dead(atleast in my case)
wake up at 1pm everyday,reasons? Will come onto them later, I guess one will find them out by themselves.usual stuff,this and that, training at 4 for an hour or two, the rest of the day is all your’s.
a walk around the city,trying to escape the reality.etc cafe’s,etc lounge’s,etc spot’s.
anything that’s loud,crowdy,dark is a check on the list.i am trying, to move on, but in real, moving on sucks bad.i am stuck with my past.
you know, actually your past screws into your present and mash up with your future sometimes..
every night you hit back to the home thing around mid of night and a cold shower works best at 1am(a temporary relief from the permament pain).these days life seems really unrealistic.everything you like is always out of your reach,I couldn’t figure out why this happens with me,or it’s a common issue with everyone nowdays.sometimes when you have something in your mind,you can spend hours just thinking about that thing,you don’t need a book or a movie or facebook to kill time.
the one thing you can see is the change in the sky while lying on the tarace edge,how the moon gets lighter the stars disappears slowly and the sky, sky seems to be refined.
aftere an hour or two,the sky seems like some one has fired it up,
the eyes feels heavier,
you did something,
you thought,
the same thing you’ve been thinking from many of the past nights..
you close your eyes
you wake up at 1pm…
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